We felt that Alexis was too young yet, to know how to express herself over the suicide of her papaw.  When her mom asked her how she felt, this is what she said.  Her mom and I were amazed that she could express herself with this kind of clarity at such a young age.  She is 8 years old.  We asked her to write it down, so we could put it on this site.  I thought her own words would say it best!